hi all we had mince pie and potatoes and it was lovely and to hot and i am saying heat
for some reason i have managed to unsubscribe my self from the comments of my own blog
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hi all we had mince pie and potatoes and it was lovely and to hot and i am saying heat
for some reason i have managed to unsubscribe my self from the comments of my own blog
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hi all
i am trying to do this on a word doc then copy it then paste it in to the writer as i find the writer hopeless to write on so i am trying other ways to achieve this
i am still finding life tuff and it does not matter what i do it will not leave me alone sorry for ranting on my blog but its the best thing to do as ccounciling i can not access this as it would need to be with some one who i know as i have got speach issues that is how i enjoy writing my feelings down on sheet of paper as i call my blog and i am finding my blog useful at this time as i can just write and council my self as it were i am not sure how menny posts i will do at this time
well folks 3 weeks today i go to the small jail to do time and yes it feels like this as we have very little to focus on and it can make you verry depressed as well as other things
i will write more as i want to make this post like a note
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hi all
i just want to post to my blog as i do feel low and i do need help from some one i can not access counciling so that is out of the question but i do love to write about how i feel is it possible to have a word with a care giver i will look in to doing this maybe but the problem is they are to busy allways so i do not know how much time they will be able to sit with me as i am not funded for this support but i am sure we could come to an agreement some how but having said this coming to an agreement under the terms i am not even sure how they would get away with this as i do not have a case worker who is there as in scotland there service is trash and alot of people do not want any thing to do with them at all and that is the truth menny care givers or familys who need them do not want them as they are a big pain and that has been the case for years going back years ago our system is trash to get help for people with needs and i wish it could be better but its all down to money and how its spent each year or each months and i could wright a wish list but that would not fix it at all so what i have been doing is taking part in lists for emails a small bit more until my feelings kam down but it could take weeks or months for this and i am hurting as people have made me feel this way with out them even saying we were in the wrong if tracey is there i will ask her she has did partly a corse on counciling but folks i wished she did the rest as any thing you say or need allways happens in a timely manner as well as for dear nicola if she was there she could deal with them as she is really good at that allways has been its one of her skills that she uses even talking to them is going to be hard as i feel dead shy this time and i know nicola can not help this but folks i will miss her alot this time especially as she knows her job un like some of them who are there and i do not know how i feel about my new person as she is dead busy so i will need to see about how that goes i am thinking of keeping her as i may keep her as just lets say there has been a massive break down on me speaking to the team and she has been there 28 years and her name is linda so she is full time but i will wait to see her as i have got a few private issues i want to speak to her about if they happen i would feel better but in the mean time i will carry on my emails and might even go on this blog
later folks
hi all
just a fast post about this news from funchal
as it intrested me a grate dealas normally the food is grate in funchal and you do not have upset tummys ever i personally feel it was bad fish as they cook alot of fish out side and this market we do know but we never have went to it
https://www.madeiraislandnews.com/2018/09/fish-with-parasites-found-in-a-supermarket-in-madeira.html
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hi all
we were talking about radio hams on one of the groups and even alow i am disabled i wish i could of took it up menny years ago for me the next best thing is online email as it brings me joy
later
hi all
just a fast update i am ok but i have felt low for a few days and still do feel like this so i am doing alot of emails and in fact i forgot i could write on my blog as well so i might do this from wednesday
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hi all
i am doing fine for this friday evening i am just up dating this blog as i want to i am sorry i can not do pictures as i am blind so text i use only i enjoy wrighting and wrighting down is my gratest hobbie and i do enjoy it as it brings me peace
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hi all
as i have been busy since june i plan to do more updates to this blog soon a long lost blog and i am sorry about this
chat later
hi all
i know i have not updated for a while i have not did this for a reason i have been trying to arange a meeting which should of took place about may time and it still has not now its ment i said ment to be in august i mean i know people are busy i know that its when they let you down and you are left feeling unsure i have a long week visit coming up and right at this time i could see it far away i do not look forward to this week visit doing 7 days there is like doing time in a small jail and that is the truth and it hurts me to put this here but i wish they had more choice of things to offer you but what happens there is we do not have the staff to support it so we get left later
hi all
just saw this news and wanted to put the link on here
https://www.madeiraislandnews.com/2018/06/70-million-yacht-to-arrive-in-funchal.html
enjoy
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hi all
just made up my mind to put on here what the real reason why i need a meeting at phew is i am going to ask them to contact social services at the meeting as i want to question my funding and tell them i am not happy with the lack of support i asked for this meeting a good few months ago has it happend nope so it goes to show you that some one needs to have words more than me with them if services say to me would you like us to look in to another service i will say no but can you tell drina that she better support me fully and the things i ask for or you will be in contact with her again as you can tell its serious now i could get in to wrong from mum and dad for doing this but all they see is a desk and a door and i see what is not happening for me at all visits and mum and dad thinks its a grate place it used to be menny years ago but the support has went down hill and its not just a tiny bit it has slipt totally and drina has lost control of it and i am going to say this here i personally wish she was not there as she made every reason under the table the last time of why i could not speak to a senior as she said she needed the seniors to do stuff for her that i can understand allways but if there is some one in like me who does not want to be there just currently well that comes to the top of the table first in my view and i think she has lost her ways to sort out likes of this and if linda or who ever i get now can fix the support with out social service we can try this first then review it in a few months before mum and dad put more visits in you see its the cost for very little support i am on about and that needs addressed first before we take it up with higher people i think i will address this first
i miss tracey today i like her alot and she has never hurt my feelings at any time she is a friendly person towards me i get well ttreated with her in fact i hope she is there
i am going to rock on another levada soon yes with a set of danceing decks and a good rave song called i wish to have a levada tick tick with a selfee and give it some base line and another song is i will be long to a levada boom boom
later
hi all
i found a thriller book at last i will start this on friday had winds last night on wednesday and some of the day on thursday so just doing dandy another scottish saying for fine like glase and i have gave up with phew until nicola can get her finger out as she is also on holiday as i have run out of things to try my self you see there is only so much you can try and then you start to feel as if you have did your best and that is how i feel currently you see what worrys me is if they who fund it find out nothing has been dun like forms and paper work i am not sure how i stand as it were as that is there issue but it will be not fun for me if i lose my placement and i still do want that meeting but when i am not sure in funchal we have a massive issue as people have fell off levadas wich are like water ways and you can go a walk along one or them all but the views are amazing from them but please do not take a picture of your self or you will risk your life alot of people in the passed few weeks have ended there life and if i was the mare of funchal i am not sure if there is a mare i just put that word so that people understand the levadas would be put on moderation or even shut down as they are now getting to risky and people are not rocking on the levadas only joking the levadas are unsafe and if people are going to walk them please put on boots and please do not rock on the levadas please as we have no mixers up on the levada to do a set of rave music and we will have no funchal discos on the levada as we can not send it rocking i will do more posts here soon so my message is pleas do not send the levada rocking
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hi all
i have finished a book but i can not find one to replace it i might look at hitler on thursday the issue i have is i do not want to listen to all the trash like the intro or the pro log i only want to listen to the main book if you know what i mean as all the intros do is give away some of the detail of the story as in hitlers mine kampf yes i hope to read mine kamph soon mine kamph is a book about his life he was some person if i manage to have mine kamph on audio i will let you know i was talking to tobie in funchal i wish him to make his blog text if he can i think its html files that he wants
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hi all
i know its been a while since i had time to update i want to make a text blog on here like what i am doing and the blog will carry on with text only as i am a blind blogger and i can not do pictures at all so wrighting is my hobbie
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hi folks
weather is basicly yuck in funchal and some rain as well as wind and all sorts and apart from that i am dandy and i want to carry on this blog again when i get back to glase land in a few weeks time and i only hope that this wind dies down or i might need to stay here again as when the wind gets to a speed of 29 they shut the airport
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hi all
i am currently in funchal and enjoin my self and that is how or why i have not been updating this blog that much
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hi all its not the best visit so far it has more hichs than its worth and just very sad
hi all
my mum said do not go on about them not meeting my needs not going to take mums advice as for a start the direct plan is not ever been followed at all and if it is a legal document it should be followed and i want to find out first if it is legal to have this as it should be followed and kept updated the best it can and i want to go in to detail with her only to see if she can put it strate if it is legal you see the person called tracey was raging before when i told her i thought it was not followed and i have got a few private questions for her ears only this manager called linda as i contacted her before so she is aware of i am looking for her it would be a better service
if
1. they took all users care plannes in to that visit or visits
and 2. let the able ones have a say what can be shared in it and what can not ever
as i feel sharing of information in the place is to open no matter what you share its never kept personal
so no i am not listening to mum regarding care as they have a job to do care manule or guiding care
i personally feel that its time to go but i will not leave as if i do this i will have no one to speak to and its unfare on dad and know what the hurtful thing is about this my named person has nearly gave up now i do not mind putting this here but i will never say this to mum or dad or them if i have a mager hich at phew its her job to sort that hich all she ever says i have tryed my hardest and you are still not happy now if she was doing her job with respect and what i call manners she would say i need to clean out your case notes and start a new folder for you now that would be manners but no she has not ever says this but on the other hand she said its up to you what you tell linda all i am asking for maybe as i am not sure yet is for some one to take me to the bathroom and to make sure its some one who i know like her now there is more to my feelings on trips now when i am there for 1 week soon i do not know how i will cope with agitation ever since i took seizures in april i feel more angry and agitated when i am there
i will leave this post there but i might update the blog tonight
hi all it would seem that funchal will have another storm of wind which could effect flights yet again
i found this off a blog that i follow
see this link
https://www.madeiraislandnews.com/2018/05/windy-from-tomorrow.html
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hi all online from there this week as i have just about had it with very little support as i pay alot of money and very little support comes to the table if i was in a wheel chair that would be fully supported all i am saying is i am not willing to sit for hours my self and have no friendships with the staff as see trying to get a user to chat to its very hard as most can not speak at all there is alot of disabilities there
we have just found out why i am angry at phew and this person says that we do have a issue here for sure and how it will be addressed at phew is hmm not sure as all other people get support apart from me i am left to it
hi all
not sure what to call this post or how long it will be even mum is starting her comments again about phew and what it will not do i am really hurting all and i am just hoping it is linda for sure and its not that new person the problem with phew for a long time we have been with users who have more needs than mine but that is not a reason phew is dear i might even take my blog with me as dad has got it on the laptop and as for free time we have to much free time we had 2 users in for a visit and they want to do alot of things on visits and i can be truthful here it will not happen at phew for them as for a start we do not have staff to cover out doors allways and it really goes buy the other users how much we can do or not do most cases it is not do if that is the case the scottish chinky i can play on
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hi all we had chicken and fries tonight on this friday and it was lovely and just waiting for linda now to sort this mess out and just doing ok
i will be better once i use the words do not feel cared for and that is the truth and i do not care if it hurts them as i am hurting in side all this has built up and i can not share this the only thing keeping me happy is my scottish chinky group that name is the best name ever and i do not care if she has got to tell drina as i am getting no where with her all she says we know if you know please sort it but i feel angry as well after all i have been going for years and this is how i feel or treated not my fault
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hi all
the reason i have not updated for a while was there is more issues in scotland to do with social work i have been with them for the last week and wasting my hobbie of blogging
later as my supper is nearly cooked
hi all mark the site owner has spoke and he is not at all pleased at the lies i do not blame him as i was watching it un fold and even i said hmm it does not look strate i am just glad he has spoke as it was getting out of hand world war 3 was about to start when hitler came with his guns and stopped the war so i hope all will remain on peace if hitler starts his fire again i will blog about it i am thank full that the army came out tonight its not fare on him as now he will need to watch this topic i dis like total lies on groups if you are going to do farry tails online i am sorry to say remove your self from the internet or watch how you use your english not funny that is how people get scared
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hi all
i did find out today that groups io will be keeping there free groups good i say to this as i would be lost without email and that is me so over the moon as that topic went off like a rocket and in email groups some times they like to make a good story and that is why i allways watch in groups yes folks lets make up a lovely story buy email some times owners stop this but it can still be to late some times
chat later
hi all
i am not happy to pay the cost if he does away with the free accounts set up as dad said alot of people with disabilities will say good bye to him and yahoo is not a choice for any blind user as its trash with a screen reader
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hi all
just doing fine today and i want to just givyou all a fast update we are having fish and fries this evening
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hi all
i have gave up with looking for books for now as i feel its to much i am jumping back and forth again and that is one of the reasons why i have gave up and reason 2 is i can not find one i would enjoy i have thought about the firey cross again at this time i am not sure if i feel better after supper i might try the firey cross at this time i am trying no more i thought i would like dan brown books its not to be i could start debt of honour buy tom clancy but even he would not make me feel at piece just now i think i am having one of they days where you feel sad i have now got a book called inferno set in italy buy dan brown and its ok but it will do for a change and i can read any thing now as long as i mind to leave it and do not fall a sleep then lose my place in the book
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hi all
there is a new blog about funchal but its not very accessible to blind as it has got very little text and it does not really matter this blog as its about half priced foodfor example and fun things to do in funchal but i think to get full use of the things on that new blog you would have to live there as i do not see the point of that blog been online for the world if you want to make a blog like that make it only accessed in that country i wanted to share my feelings on this
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hi all
just still thinking of doing the firey cross after echo in bone as the people are good players in this fiction book and even the plots in both books does not sound to far away with unreal fiction what i mean buy this the seens in the plots are not tofiction and far gone some books have unreal fiction and the plots are that far feched you could get lost with them i am going to see how menny fiction books i can get to read and thrillers and general fiction and history fiction that subject i have not had a good look at there is so much to read on there i am going to get lost in fiction
more later
hi all
we had lamb and potatoes this evening it was lovely for most of sunday i have just been listening to my current book i have nearly finished it with 8 parts to go so doing well i also re down loaded the file so it will not run out this should be the last down load of this book until i finish it
chat soon
hi all today on this saturday i found a book on the civil war wich i do understand from google on the internet this war happend in ammerica now i want to also try this book sooner not later as i do not know any thing about this war at all all i know is it was in ammerica and there might be a small title change here in the next few days as the echo is nearly finished with only 12 parts of the file to go and for the echo book i would say it is 10 out of 10 for this i might do the firey cross before the civil war at this time i am not sure what to do
later your friend
hi all i got lost in a book called an echo to the bone wich is first class and i just hope that the firey cross is just as good as the current book the writer is called dianna not diann dianna
Gabaldon her name is just in case you are interested in her books its the first time i have found her and so far i would try her books in the future that is how i am willing to try firey cross as my next title as she wrights about scotland but its not that i am keen on i think her wrighting has something in it it holds your interest i can now listen to any book so i will be trying all sorts and i will tell you on my blog if i find any good ones i was going to try a history book or 2 as i have got 2 books wich i have found only today there is alot of good audio books out there at the webpage bear this in mind not all books are new as they take ages to do and to get copy wright as well so there is some audio books wich are new but alot of them are old from years ago now that i know where i went wrong i might try to listen to the ones i stopped playing like show gun and shantaram and debt of honour but first we will go for the firey cross as that is worth a try for sure we will have fish and fries this friday
chat later our weather is iffy with cold and mixing this with rain i am dandy today just doing this post on my blog as i am a small bit feeling like writing wrighting for me is very good and its helping me from time to time do this blog
hi all it is snowing in the states and i find that so funny as it is snowing in april
what next i was just listening to a small bit of my book called an echo to the bone as its still very good and its keeping me going daily once i am finished it i will let you all know
i feel sad again
more soon
hi all i was ill so not did an update for a while and i was reading my book called an echo to the bone wich is very good there is another one i might try at a later date called the firey cross wich is did buy the same writer called diann with the same people in the story line or the plot its another fiction one history fiction it comes under of the cite both books
i found out also how you work the pages of results on the book cite that took ages as i resulted in to asking them last week as i nearly gave up this web cite as i thought it had only a few books but it was saying 579 pages and i was only getting so menny but after i asked i found out where i went wrong so i can read any thing now and let it play on and on until i finish it one draw back is this you only get the down load file of the book for 3 weeks there is a trick you can do before it runs out you can 1 return it
2 re down load it so that it does not end on the date so that is what i have did today so that is me back to 3 weeks again
our weather is snowing this day and wet with heavy rain
more writing soon
hi all since the last time i was on my blog my tummy got very sore and i think i ate some out of date food or something as i was quite sick and ill on friday and i could not blog or do any thing online on saturday so welcome back to you jamie i do want to keep my blog going as its something i do enjoy wrighting up
i will make this post short again as i do not wish to kill my self when i am only getting better once again as i had a bad time in feb as well now march i did forget to say to lose a battle book is good and interesting to read about the french war and partly it goes in to germany and what the germans were doing and hitler as well i think its set before the second world war started in 1936 as it keeps on about that year if i finish it i will re post the book cover for you to have a look over but if i was you if you are in to the french war i would read this book
hi all well the fiction writer is back to rock his blog once again i only wished i had more time this visit to rock on my blog i was more aff line than i was rocking online well phews internet is jamming along at top speed and i hope i can rock on it in may again phews internet was aff line more than online with the old set up but now you can even get on more pages from there all the staff are using it i just hope that the scottish manager does not catch them or they might be aff line more than me its ok if i ask them to help me like jackie had to get the password off her phone so that i could get access all rooms have it even the supper hall has it handy to know if you want a quiet table late one evening for 2 and i am been truthfull its dandy and much better than it was
good night will we say bon wee more laters
hi my readers i am doing fine and its very cool here tonight and i was asked to go out but i said no as even just now i am cold just sitting here we have a girl in phew who likes talking about babys and giving birth to them and the shift wrota is still up in the white house as a voat as alot of them are not happy with it and i have just had a look at one with help to find out who is on tuesday morning and folks the person did say this does not add up so hmm i do not know who will even get me showered on tuesday as it is right messed up as we say in scottish some one has made a pigs ear of it i wish they had just left it the old way it was more easyer to find out who was on and night shift should be fun as we have jackie brown and cloey nice cloey if i can get cloey to help me to bed i will do this as i do not know that jackie well at all and another care giver with the same name saw me on the bus today as i was coming over here as dad and mumwas trying to get on a train and even had the manager taking me in to the areas and saw mary one of the staff as i passed that area and she said to the manager he is in next door wich i knew hush there is a reason for this something happend at home now i am scared of the word stairs and the new internet here is rocking as it feels like home and i am listening to mine kamph when i am here as hitler i am a huge fan of and wars
hi all
i can keep reading my french war book wich i have stopped at a suitible part of it or i can read another one called all hell loose about the war peoples views of living in the war or lancaster abook on the lancaster aircraft i think i might carry on with my french one as its interesting or 1 of the 2 choices here if phew is that boaring i set off in the afternoon and should be there 10 minutes later my friend will check on me on tuesday evening all i will say keep praying that they have listened to mum and we do not need her to have a meeting table or a de bate with another senior especially when she is just in the door yes she does debate things and is very good at getting her ways she has had a few meeting tables and a few debates with them over the years over the most silly things but if she does not like the way of something she says it how it is and i am looking forward to be seeing her as well as we met last week and i thought she was not going to be there on this visit as some times she can not do all visits with me as her young boy needs her
having pork and potatoes for supper i am on to menny tablets now one is only for 2 month wich i am glad about as they are making me feel all sorts this might be my last update until friday sad i will try to give you an update from there until i get there i do not know how the group of users will be or the plans as it really goes buy that on how much we can try to do or not do and if its a case of more quiet times than normal i will try to do my blog what is he in to now he is wrighting a blog and if my friend or i had to wright a book about this place we would end up in jail for a few years and i do not want to do a small bit of time in bars we do have a name for the jail in scottish we call it the jile i do not want to go to the jile for a few years no thank you pal
chat soon my readers
hi my readers
we have more snow on sunday i hope its lovely than heavy and it lies as on monday we are ment to be nice and dry what a shame i feel sad about this and i wish the weather had a nice bit of hail stones like golf balls and a small bit stormy with rain coming out of the sky like a good shoure like a wash out i want the weather to have a good storm with power cuts and good rain and golf balls over head like guns banging and houses to get so wet you can hear all water coming in to them as i really want to stay at home and rock on my blog and maybe i can do rocking on my blog at phew and it will feel very good with some powerful peaces about how i really feel he is writing a blog this visit what next i find my blog brings me joy
good night as the french would say bon wee good night in french and the scottish would say good night pal
i wish i could talk some french and in scotland we would use that french word to mean are you having a swear are you talking french dad does this some times at other drivers on the roads and his french can be a laugh some times
i will say bon wee to my friends
its light snow and i hope we are not heading for this again alow having said this i do hope it snows heavy so i do not need to go to my respite as they all have shared information wich i gave one of them and she did say it depins on what you are telling me but that is not the point if it was something personal are they just going to share that as well respite i hate for doing that and no wonder i am angry and the manager has not got a care in the world about sharing of information at all she thinks all is fine with her staff trust me i will not talk about my life again to any of them at all and i do not even care if i get in to panic attacks again i can deal with them my self or have a seizure i can deal with that my self as right now they do not know how upset i am over there manners towards information and the thing is there job is in social work so i do not know if i told social work about this what would happen as i have not got a good social worker i will not be doing this but i just wonder what there rules are about this hich as i like to call it mum does not know about this at all as it happend when she had went away so its to high tech for her to understand but when i found out i was like that hmm mum may not give me that temp blood things as she does not trust them to give me them and we are now waiting on a call from them this is to request what support i need but as i said to mum will the requests happen or not lightly no i have lost all trust in them after that i am going to make this clear to her on thursday
mum is not giving me the blood things as its bad folks trying to get the seizure tablet from them and we have got a requests any way with the stairs so that is lots to tell them
chat soon
hi melina i would love to say happy birthday to my fan of my wrighting and my scottish words so we will have a glase of wine for your birthday
hi all if i do not update from monday this blog i will update as soon as i can
thank you
hi all i want to show you the link for the french war book
now so far i am really enjoying this book and i want to keep reading it as there is something about the french war i do find interesting this book is set in the year 1940 so i might add its second world war in france and i am glad i took this one on as i did not know there was so much to it i am dandy today on this good friday from bonny scotland and i am just spending my weekend online and there is a new internet set up at my respite so i am hoping this is ok for me to use as the other one you could walk to china and back and that would be it fired up just it was that slow i think the chinese dishes would cook faster than that and oh yes i have the scottish chinky here we rock with emails and its not a blog its an email hobbie wich i find funny
we are having meet balls and fries this friday for supper i just had a cheese sandwich for my lunch lunch was gai late today gai means very in scottish and i like the word dandy and a glase i am from glassgow when i use that word we do not have a glass like posh people do we have a glase and that is good scottish for you
if you go up north to the island of skye and i am offaly shy you will find they talk broad scottish there in dundee in scotland well you will not have a glase you will find you have a glass as dundee is posh and all the people are upper class and they ware suits and ties now i am making this all up about scotland as i enjoy fiction writing and i thought i would do this blog for general topics
here is the link for the book
now i will keep you updated the title is to lose a battle
thank you for now
hi all
i just feel low this evening as its nearly time to get depressed again this will happen this monday when i go to respite in scotland and i do not trust them as they shared something which i did not want the full place to know and as soon as i found out i was like hmm i know they need to share but i am thank full it was nothing to personal i can not even find a book i enjoy currently so i will just sit on my computer and wright my blog up i might not do any updates next week as i do not have the blog software with me so please just know i will be back on here as soon as i can i will try to do another few updates now until monday morning as afternoon i go
hi all
we can talk about accessible internet sites or not for example twitter would come under not accessible to a blind user my blog is for general posts and is not for a topic at all recently i have got a blog buy this person who lives in funchal and he tells you all the news that he finds about funchal if interested on this blog and he updates it every so offten here is the link
https://www.madeiraislandnews.com/
now its a very interesting blog as he tells you what is happening on the island and recently i have been looking at this daily and i am interested on it and its very accessible but he does put vidios on it but if a blind person just ignore the vidios you will be ok as it has text as well
hi all just thought i would try my blog again as i am board and i thought i would just wright away as i am finding life hard and i want to wright to my self it is cold here and wet as we would say in glasgow its danceing and our night temps are very low
i might do another update later on this tuesday we will have chicken and chips or fries as it is nice